Rant01
askd;lsdjasd *insert scream here*
So right now I'm in the process of applying to colleges. Every college I'm applying to I'm focusing on the art field and I'm trying to head forward into illustration ;-;
I keep hearing it won't be so profitable but to hell with being profitable. If I make enough to make me happy and support me and my family I'm fine. I'm sorry but I don't need a glamorous house or car to fulfill my needs. Illustration is something I want to do and learn. There's only so much a person can learn on their own without the help of a professional critiquing and shredding up your work.
blah. but beyond that. I found out recently that I needed to have taken an SAT exam with a fee waiver in order to be "eligible" for a collegeboard application fee waiver. WTF. My records weren't going to be fully updated by the time I was going to be registered for my first SAT exam so I figured, ah well $45 won't be too bad in the end. So I took the SAT exam...did much better than I expected and since it was high enough, it was enough and I stopped. Now I find out that that waiver is what I need to be considered eligible for a Waiver. Excuse me collegeboard, what about the people who haven't had a waiver (especially people who were late or couldn't get one but financially needed one) and are in dire need of a waiver of the $200+ needed to apply to schools?
askljdaljdlajdas *insert more screams here*
I'm also currently enrolled in an AP 3D Studio Class in my school....which means sculptures upon sculptures upon sculptures. My absolute weak point. I can't handle sculpture making. In the first place I never really understood what goes into making one...Like the thought process. It's not like I absolutely hate sculptures, in fact I love OBSERVING sculptures but definitely my 2D mind can't grasp the actual process of MAKING sculptures well enough. (Although I can create 3D models on the computer fine .____. )
Especially right now we have a real stumper of a project with a Kinetic Sculpture. A lot of people in my class don't really get it...I'm trying to make something but it just doesn't turn out right. I have poor structural integrity and I have no idea where it's going or how I am supposed to explain myself if asked to.
And I have to create this sculpture with the intention of seriously putting this into my AP portfolio...which the exam I am currently, literally, taking. ARGH.
- 2009/11/06(Άβ) 01:28:47|
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