 20100209 // orz orzwritten by TRIO
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Somehow I spent an entire day....and I don't know how. All I know is that...I watched someone amazing draw some amazing things, 3 amazing things, in the same time it took me to procrastinate. And she's my age ;ㅡ; No doubt. This encouraged me, motivated me, to stop procrastinating. I always thought I sorted out my priorities but future deadlines are starting to close in faster than I had expected. I can't use my "broken ankle" excuse anymore and in fact, it's hindering me so much. A little hang out event was arranged for this coming Saturday and I realllly want to go. I haven't seen the Hetalia Day people and I want to be more active with other anime people (....though they're mostly cosplay people and I deviate more towards drawing OTL). Today I gave out my myanimelist profile link to a friend of mine to show her my list of completed and currently watching anime....except I forgot that most of the recent history on there...is ALL BL. OTL She said she's going to question me and annoy me about it tomorrow....at least I think about that. LOL. ohwell. A lot of people in real life don't know the fujoshi I can be. One kinda knows but doesn't want to go there, and 2 others, I don't think they really know the level of my fujoshi.exe virus and how much it mutated. Watching DURARARA!! definitely upped it alot. I have a lot of scenarios in my head for it (I never had this many before o_o This is a first. I never had this many for KHR or Hetalia either. Or Kuroshitsuji O_O) and I want to draw them out, make little comics of them, but so many assignments, so much time draining away because of my lack of commitment to my work. I...just realized. I caught it. I caught senioritis. I really can't though, orz. Some kids in my school got rejected from their colleges because senioritis caught up with them and showed on their report card. They got rejected a month before the school year was to start and they ran out of options for college so they had to rush rush, make phone calls, and went to a college they didn't prefer. Some people automatically were placed on academic probation... orz I don't want that to happen to me. Mm.. somehow my TO-DO List got pushed down... orz, sign of how much I'm addicted to blogging useless information. Deadlines:  February 10 - AP 3D- Sculpture Concentration # 4 due February 11~12 - Finish RISD stuff by 11, morning or 12 morning and express mail. meh. I rather not express mail but I'm using a fee waiver for application so I guess $15 is okay :/ But then again it's like $15 that I won't get back for a school I probably won't be able to go to... NARHJSHFSKLJ;DAS February 12 - By morning, make chocolate for Valentine's Day .. maybe. Maybe no time :/ February 13 - Possible meetup at Kino's? February 17 - Be done with hometest and mail it out by 18th morning February 20 - David Choi concert o v o February 22 - AP 3D Studio - Sculpture Concentration #5 due In between - Work on research paper for English :/ And read invisible man During February 14-20! - Work on making up Concentration #1~3 OyzI need to rip out my procrastinating self and put in my old self, back when I was a freshman, back when I used to work so hard and be on time for things.  |
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20100205 // Accepted written by TRIO
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I'M SO HAPPY I GOT IN FOR FIT. I was starting to worry... "What if I don't even get in? What will I do if I have to go somewhere else where I won't be doing illustrations or graphic design? What if I end up somewhere else paying ridiculous amounts of money? What if?" This made me so giddy >w Although I'm sad that I probably won't be able to go to SVA (money. And chances of scholarship are... PFT. NOT LIKELY. WITH ME ANYWAY.) so. Yeah. And damn CPA of my mom is not giving me a call. I want specific numbers for my FAFSA for my income and whatnot. And he was supposed to have everything filed and sent back to us by January...LOOK. IT'S FEBRUARY. GAH. And that CPA is becoming such a bastard. He got rejected for going out to dinner with my mom LOL and ever since he's been all "OH I'VE BEEN TOO BUSY TO DO ANYTHING. SORRY. I CAN'T TAKE CALLS BLAHBLAHLALALA" OTL Edit: DAMN I HATE OUR CPA. He finally calls back 2~3 days later and then says "I DIDN'T FINISH IT" I don't want the damn tax return finished right now (though my mom does.), I WANT JUST WHAT'S ON THE FIRST PAGE AFTER THE COVER! Our income. That's ALL WE NEED. And he's just delaying everything. I keep repeating to him "I just need the adjusted gross income, etc." and he just keeps saying "What am I supposed to do?" to himself. And I can't understand his engrish. =_= Normally you can understand engrish by piecing parts together but wow. "Can't you do an estimate..?" I CAN'T DO AN ESTIMATE WHEN IT ASKS FOR SOMETHING YOU HAVE THE INFORMATION TO. And what do you expect me to do with our tax return from 2008 when the fafsa asks for 2009, AND, WHEN IT WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE BEEN FILED OUT ALREADY. He's supposed to have finished everything by JANUARY, at least, the first week! IT'S FEBRUARY. AND HE HASN'T EVEN STARTED. WTH. |
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20100202 // -insert emo here- written by TRIO
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|||OTL TL;DR-> Stress + Broken ankle rehab + no good sleep for days = tears, emo, more stress Why am I still awake? I should be sleeping right now, catching up on my rest, resting my healing foot and all....BUT NO. It's because of an extra credit essay I Which. By the way. I cried over. Because nearly half an hour to the deadline my printer decided to go crazy and stop scanning and interacting with my computer properly and I didn't notice until it was 10 minutes before the deadline. I tried to shut it off and then connect it back but it took longer than usual to shut off and then reconnecting it DIDN'T WORK. Eventually it went past midnight but I tried to keep going anyway.. TRIED. I had a black out next. OTL. LIKE WHATTHELL. I'm working on typing everything up while I try to do something about the printer through my computer at the same time and then ALL THE POWER SHUTS OFF. I thought maybe it was a fuse thing in my room so I tried to reset it by clicking the red button but *click click* NOTHING. I started freaking out and then started crying OTL. I felt so stressed out...But it all got through just fine. akdsja;djas. And I managed to fix my printer. I still don't know what's wrong with it. Speaking of being stressed out.. This essay is stressing the hell out of me right now. It's due today....Quite literally 10 hours from now. But I need to write at least 3 pages of it and (oh the irony) it's about death and dying and why it is the dominant factor among a book, a short story, and a movie, all about population problems and the end of humanity. OH. HOW. FUN... OTL I could work on it a little at school I guess...but since it's the start of the second semester tomorrow (a.k.a. to most seniors this means anything goes because colleges most likely won't care about our second semester and most likely by now we have all the credits we need to graduate so we're pretty much done). So we might switch from the computer room or something or I might run out of time. SO REALLY. I'm not even supposed to be on my blog. But I'm so stressed out ;ㅡ; I used to be able to write some killer essays before but lately my essay writing skills died down. You know how the more you're used to doing something and the more you're surrounded by it...the better you get at it? well..it applies here for me. Especially since I'm like a sponge for these things sometimes. And lately I haven't been working on english essay writing at alllllll. So my college essays are not as great as I wanted them to be. I can't feel happy with my progress. orz ... okay. I should get back to writing now. やった!!!! I reached at least...the 750 word minimum and got most of the essay down...IT STILL SUCKS...but at least I know for sure I can edit it and add some bits and pieces here and there during my free period in the library. orz. No sleep at alllll. |
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