I hate college stuff *rant*
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askd;lsdjasd *insert scream here*
So right now I'm in the process of applying to colleges. Every college I'm applying to I'm focusing on the art field and I'm trying to head forward into illustration ;-;
I keep hearing it won't be so profitable but to hell with being profitable. If I make enough to make me happy and support me and my family I'm fine. I'm sorry but I don't need a glamorous house or car to fulfill my needs. Illustration is something I want to do and learn. There's only so much a person can learn on their own without the help of a professional critiquing and shredding up your work.
blah. but beyond that. I found out recently that I needed to have taken an SAT exam with a fee waiver in order to be "eligible" for a collegeboard application fee waiver. WTF. My records weren't going to be fully updated by the time I was going to be registered for my first SAT exam so I figured, ah well $45 won't be too bad in the end. So I took the SAT exam...did much better than I expected and since it was high enough, it was enough and I stopped. Now I find out that that waiver is what I need to be considered eligible for a Waiver. Excuse me collegeboard, what about the people who haven't had a waiver (especially people who were late or couldn't get one but financially needed one) and are in dire need of a waiver of the $200+ needed to apply to schools?
askljdaljdlajdas *insert more screams here*
I'm also currently enrolled in an AP 3D Studio Class in my school....which means sculptures upon sculptures upon sculptures. My absolute weak point. I can't handle sculpture making. In the first place I never really understood what goes into making one...Like the thought process. It's not like I absolutely hate sculptures, in fact I love OBSERVING sculptures but definitely my 2D mind can't grasp the actual process of MAKING sculptures well enough. (Although I can create 3D models on the computer fine .____. )
Especially right now we have a real stumper of a project with a Kinetic Sculpture. A lot of people in my class don't really get it...I'm trying to make something but it just doesn't turn out right. I have poor structural integrity and I have no idea where it's going or how I am supposed to explain myself if asked to.
And I have to create this sculpture with the intention of seriously putting this into my AP portfolio...which the exam I am currently, literally, taking. ARGH.
askd;lsdjasd *insert scream here*
So right now I'm in the process of applying to colleges. Every college I'm applying to I'm focusing on the art field and I'm trying to head forward into illustration ;-;
I keep hearing it won't be so profitable but to hell with being profitable. If I make enough to make me happy and support me and my family I'm fine. I'm sorry but I don't need a glamorous house or car to fulfill my needs. Illustration is something I want to do and learn. There's only so much a person can learn on their own without the help of a professional critiquing and shredding up your work.
blah. but beyond that. I found out recently that I needed to have taken an SAT exam with a fee waiver in order to be "eligible" for a collegeboard application fee waiver. WTF. My records weren't going to be fully updated by the time I was going to be registered for my first SAT exam so I figured, ah well $45 won't be too bad in the end. So I took the SAT exam...did much better than I expected and since it was high enough, it was enough and I stopped. Now I find out that that waiver is what I need to be considered eligible for a Waiver. Excuse me collegeboard, what about the people who haven't had a waiver (especially people who were late or couldn't get one but financially needed one) and are in dire need of a waiver of the $200+ needed to apply to schools?
askljdaljdlajdas *insert more screams here*
I'm also currently enrolled in an AP 3D Studio Class in my school....which means sculptures upon sculptures upon sculptures. My absolute weak point. I can't handle sculpture making. In the first place I never really understood what goes into making one...Like the thought process. It's not like I absolutely hate sculptures, in fact I love OBSERVING sculptures but definitely my 2D mind can't grasp the actual process of MAKING sculptures well enough. (Although I can create 3D models on the computer fine .____. )
Especially right now we have a real stumper of a project with a Kinetic Sculpture. A lot of people in my class don't really get it...I'm trying to make something but it just doesn't turn out right. I have poor structural integrity and I have no idea where it's going or how I am supposed to explain myself if asked to.
And I have to create this sculpture with the intention of seriously putting this into my AP portfolio...which the exam I am currently, literally, taking. ARGH.
Miku messy sketch
I was listening to this song randomly on niconico and this image popped out so I tried to draw it out...nyarghasdkljd;a. Not exactly what I wanted I guess? Definitely looks like her arms hurt ;-;
It's supposed to be Miku kinda trapped under a frozen surface (the flowers were just to help emphasize the frozen lake surface thingy) and I was trying to go for
Miku: I know a secret and it won't matter even if you trap me here because it will break through in the end, kufufu
Do you think people can recognize her as Miku? ;-;
It's supposed to be Miku kinda trapped under a frozen surface (the flowers were just to help emphasize the frozen lake surface thingy) and I was trying to go for
Miku: I know a secret and it won't matter even if you trap me here because it will break through in the end, kufufu
Do you think people can recognize her as Miku? ;-;
Topic:Vocaloid - Genre:Anime/Manga
Hetalia World Day
Happy World Hetalia Day! aka United Nations Day
and Tomorrow is World Pasta Day! The timing just couldn't have gotten any better XD
Today in my city there is a Hetalia Day meetup that I'm going to as soon as I finish up the remaining Hetalia episodes that I didn't get to finish yet ;-;
It's supposed to be like a picnic (...in the rain. There will be epic Revolutionary England Rain pics I heard though XD) and I said I was going to bring Korean kimbap to share with about 40 other people but now I'm wondering if I made too much. Plus I realized I'm one of the few non-dessert bringers ;-; And really. There is too much. I think people will get too full or won't eat a lot OTL;;
and Tomorrow is World Pasta Day! The timing just couldn't have gotten any better XD
Today in my city there is a Hetalia Day meetup that I'm going to as soon as I finish up the remaining Hetalia episodes that I didn't get to finish yet ;-;
It's supposed to be like a picnic (...in the rain. There will be epic Revolutionary England Rain pics I heard though XD) and I said I was going to bring Korean kimbap to share with about 40 other people but now I'm wondering if I made too much. Plus I realized I'm one of the few non-dessert bringers ;-; And really. There is too much. I think people will get too full or won't eat a lot OTL;;
Topic:Axis Powers Hetalia - Genre:Anime/Manga
I'm currently hooked on TinierMe for some odd reason @_@ It's like GaiaTowns but....just that and shopping and some mini games. BUT IT'S SO ADDICTING. AND CUTE.
And as of the moment I'm working on drawing someone else's avvie.
And as of the moment I'm working on drawing someone else's avvie.
Sleepy
I'm tired. I should be sleeping right now. I shouldn't be doodling my horrible doodles right now I should be showering. OTL;; And I was supposed to have washed the aftermath of the chocolate explosion in my kitchen an hour ago.
I noticed that whenever I have a weakness I would try to improve it but then I'll get stuck on it and then I can never go back to what I used to be better at D:< Dammit.
And how odd. I can't find KHR anywhere in the Threads drop down box ._.
I thought that maybe I should draw a cool looking Mukuro *w* But somehow along the way the image of motherly!Mukuro in an apron popped up...... So I ended up making him gentle looking. He was supposed to be like, holding onto Tsuna motherly and patting on the head or something except I failed at Tsuna's hair so I gave up.
It's been years and still I just CANNOT draw Tsuna's hair AT ALL. I used to draw girlsgirlsgirls and then I realized I need to work on my girly men so I tried drawing only boysboysboys. Now my girls look too manly and my guys are all in their full girly glory D:<
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I noticed that whenever I have a weakness I would try to improve it but then I'll get stuck on it and then I can never go back to what I used to be better at D:< Dammit.
And how odd. I can't find KHR anywhere in the Threads drop down box ._.
I thought that maybe I should draw a cool looking Mukuro *w* But somehow along the way the image of motherly!Mukuro in an apron popped up...... So I ended up making him gentle looking. He was supposed to be like, holding onto Tsuna motherly and patting on the head or something except I failed at Tsuna's hair so I gave up.
It's been years and still I just CANNOT draw Tsuna's hair AT ALL. I used to draw girlsgirlsgirls and then I realized I need to work on my girly men so I tried drawing only boysboysboys. Now my girls look too manly and my guys are all in their full girly glory D:<
